Dreams....

I spent my childhood
Escaping from the bullying
In books and​ thoughts
And woods and bound in caves
And up trees
And dreaming of these days
I'd one day spend my time...
Friendless and lost
And nothing ever lasting
But making lists
Of everything that seemed
To give me peace and
Took me places
Where only joy and
Adventure could be
Through University
I spent every moment
Of disdain on the sixth floor
Of the library
Listing out the places
The things
Accomplishments
Places I'd be one day
With every call number read,
I'd count down...
To a place where freedom
From the blinds and binds
Would ever be me
...
...
...
But one day
I grew up
And realize the life I have
It's the life I have
And dreaming
While the death
And the pain
Underground
Nothing ever changes from
And in the cages
And the caverns
On the verge of deepness
I realize my own dreaming
Has lead me here
But now I must live
The choices that
I've made and dream
The dreams already dreamed.