Sometimes I weep at night. That I am 34 and single so how must I feel about the huge things ? Marriage and children and dying alone. If you're asking to confirm your suspicions?' Do I feel like a leaf on the breeze? Is that what you wanted to know The bare bones of me? When you ask me these questions In daylight In crowds Repeatedly Do you know the flames peel the skin back from my muscles? Just so you can know, I cry alone at midnight. (Like we all do)